I think I should update my blog each time after seeing my baby girl. My spirits are much higher. Hopefully this will be a more optimistic blog than yesterday's. We still haven't met with the neurologist, so we don't have any news there yet. Ella seems to be truckin' right along with her feedings. She is still getting fed milk through the NG (nasogastric) tube. She is up to 2 teaspoons every 3 hours now. She is digesting all of it!! She can't decide what bed she wants to sleep in. She has moved into a crib a few times, but is having a hard time keeping her temperature up. Yesterday, when she had her MRI, she was in a 60 degree room for 45 minutes. I think I would have a hard time keeping my temp. up too after that. So, she's back under the warmer for right now. I get to give her a pacifier as she's getting fed through the NG tube. She is doing very well learning to suck on her paci. Hopefully we'll get to start on a bottle, soon.

I'm feeling 100% better physically which makes me a better mom. I was beginning to think pain after a c-section and post spinal block headache epidural would never go away. I'm sleeping like a champ....I know, I know, I've always slept like a champ! My milk supply is in full force (this might not be important knowledge to all of you, but it is something that is definitely going well). I woke up in the middle of the night and pumped 12 ounces!! We will have a heck of a supply when Ella gets home.

The boys are adjusting well. They have been so exhausted that they are sleeping incredibly well (naps and bedtime). We decided to put them both in the same bed last night. It worked awesome. They both came running into our room about 8:15 this morning. I consider that a successful night! My parents have been awesome being at our beckon call and taking care of our boys.

Jason is my support right now! I know I could not endure this without him. I knew I married an incredible guy, but he is beyond incredible!

Thank you dear friends for all of your comments and emails. I cry with each one I read. These are good tears. God has given each of you the perfect words to say to me.

I guess that's it for now. I never realized that blogging could be so therapeutic. I should've started this years ago :) Hopefully I'll post some pictures soon. Love you all!